Lately I have been stuck, unable to find a suitable topic to write about. I stumbled onto this link today for a site called the creativity portal, they have this intresting little tool called the imagination prompt.... A little godsend for me!!! Hurrah!
So... Here goes nothing.
When I'm angry I....
do or become one of two things. If the person or situation that has made me angry is dear to me I cry. I have realised that lately it doesn't take much to make me cry, I don't even seem to care for who it is I am crying in front of. And strangely enough I cannot control it either... It must have somthing to do with the anger part. Dammit!
On the other hand if I am angry about something else, like a half empty Starbucks cup I just paid near enough £3 pounds for, or an insolent, knuckleheaded idiot trying to push in a shopping or ATM queue, or my worst pet peeve mentally retarded colleauges at work not respecting my patient's right to privacy! DOES A CLOSED CURTAIN NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? YOU SELFRIGHTEOUS INCOMPETENT PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A MAN!
In this case, someone, I do not particularly care who, will become the subject of my wrath. Poor unfortunate souls who tend to linger around me when I am about to blow my top off will instantly regret ever wanting to engage in a conversation with me about lets say the lazy sods in CT scanning refusing to stand up from their shapely derrieres to cannulate CT patients. A favourite topic in our department.
As I am quite new to my work place they have no idea of what I am keeping wrapped tightly under my black khimar. Right now I am the mild mannered, youthful new nurse.
One thing I have noticed is that it while it doesn't take much to anger me. I tend to quickly forget how angry I was about something or that I was even angry at someone to begin with! I often find myself a week later deeply engrossed in a conversation with someone and all the while feeling slightly hostile not realising until an hour later that I had been angry at them about a half eaten sandwich...
1 comments:
whats up sis?....its been while since ive been here.....keep on keeping ya cool we smile even when we dying!....i've been reading ya entries and MY BRAIN SPEWING is just a master class no lemme say so intense, so facetious, so insightful...huh!....thats was damn good!
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