Monday, October 15, 2007

new start

I havent felt inspired enough to write anything lately. This doesn't mean to say nothing has happened! Old bonds rekindled, friends lost and found, near ones wrenched away, badly patched broken hearts, no more school, debt. So much pent up frustration ---> balled fists and salty tears. Permanently confused about feelings and how to act. Desperately wanting something yet lacking motivation to do anything about it.

This negative outlook on life is really getting me down. I am going to set myself a task , I will have to write about one thing that I am grateful for in the hope that I can be a slightly happier person.

Less tears, more cheers!

:)

4 comments:

nativedaugther said...

Take time out to be you. By that i mean leave the wants and needs of others, stop thinking about things you cant fix right now such as dept. And focus on your believe and how this life is a gift that you must treasure. Remember that you have a secure place to rest and food in you belly. And be very thankfull that Allah has bestowed these gifts on you. Pray and do things that you want to do. These feelings are not unique to you we all exprience them but what matters is how we come out at the end. So dont let these feelings cloud all that is good and great about your life.

a camel herder's daughter said...

It's alright to be a little angry, melancholic and pessimistic. What would become of the world, if it was all honky-dory? - Still be grateful..and everything the sister above said :-)

Insh'allah kheir!

NM said...

less tears, more cheers!...ameen to that

NATIVE FEMALE said...

I second NM...ameen!